Happy birthday to me

now to mourn the loss of my teenagerdom. mourn mourn.

okay enough of that.

Sprained my ankle.
Send me love.

and chocolate.

unfortunately i don't get to rest and have ti heal. must keep on doing that life thing.

Got my last set of renderings back though, so as soon as I can stand on tip toes to reach my scanner that lives on top of a dresser I will post some.

Oh fuck it! I just spent like an hour doing a character thing from birdy with characters I am working on in 2 of my classes and then my internet decideds to jump back about 10 pages for no reason whatsoever and it is all gone. oh fuckit!

bah! I need sleep.

I will post some of my costume designs when I get them back from my prof... maybe... they arn't that good, but then again I haven't done water colour in about 5 years so.. shmee. tata

Am sick.
Working towards recovery and being less lethargic.

I need to watch some movies.. I'm bored!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ren
2. Lauren
3. Renny

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. SuperRen(ny)
2. Saski
3. Silver Stigma

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Hugged housemate Frank in the kitchen for like 4 mins cause he is warm and I am cold and he smells nice
2. Tucked friend Yvonne who is staying over for the evening into Frenchy's bed cause he is away tonight in toronto
3. procrastinated when I should be memorising lines for an audition tomorrow

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My glasses. love em. they are so me
2. I'm naturally good at most things I try (though it can take me longer than most to progress beyond that point)
3. I clean up real nice... when i make the effort... i'm lazy.. and soooo modest :eyeroll:

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My weight (hey, I'm a girl, what do you expect?)
2. my tendancy to procrastinate and as a result produce halfassed product because i am strapped for time
3. I can be quite shy at times. giving off the wrong impression of myself because i get paranoid and awkward in groups and cliques

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Canadian (3rd gen on dad's side. 6th on my mothers)
2. Italian
3. Hungarian
(smaller parts of Irish, Scottish, and English from my mums side and some romanian in the italian part. my mom does geneology as a hobby so i know my roots waaaaay back)

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Spiders
2. Being unlovable or unlikable. part result and cause of paranoia in social groups type thing and failed relationships
3. Failure

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Green Knitted zippy Hoody. SOOO comfy
2. Blue Jeans
3. grey and black stripped fitted t-shirt

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. meds
2. lots of water
3. a hug

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Toby, My stuffed Puppy from when I was little. named after my real dog toby who is still alive...barely. silly blind deaf smelly arthritic dog
2. My books. i always need a book. all from the Sketch variety to Fantasy novels, to plays.
3. Water Pillow. makes sleep goood

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS
I'm just gonna do music in general
1. Sarah Machlachlan
2. Splashdown
3. Incubus

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Hugs and cuddles
2. chating and hanging out with friends while smokin Hookah and watching a good movie
3. Being fully prepared and doing the best I know I can at the time in a scene or presentation (or academic project. feel so good to get homework done or finish a project early. but procrastination gets in the way)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Ghost by Buckethead
2. Whiskey Lullaby by Brad Paisley and Allison Kraus
3. music from Dreamgirls that I just saw tonight!

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. develope time managment and study skills
2. Nude photoshoot where I can love and ambrace my body for what it is instead of trying to hide it
3. continue couselling and meds for the meantime so that I can go off them and not get all depressed again! I like being happy

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Losing touch with old friends through sheer laziness
2. Never trying hard enough in most of the things I have done, selling myself short
3. Not taking everychance I get to audition and practice and better myself

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. To not feel the need to change myself or be with the person all the time
2. To know that my partner is there for me and they know that I am there for them. As friends that can see eye to eye above even the 'relationship' stuff.
3. Amazing Sex

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
1. A will to change myself and the World
2. One day I want to adopt a child or two
3. A want to question what is around me and what is truely important and needs to change

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I am Bisexual
2. I am both a Pisces and an Aries
3. I am incredibly productive

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Tall
2. easy to smile
3. warm

(I also like girls so...)
1. Soft/Plump/Curvy
2. Warm
3. generally not Blond

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: (also girls)
1. Passionate ( and I am not talking about in the sack. though that is also important. but not what i mean here)
2. dedicated
3. Curious and Open

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. wake up the first time my aarm goes off. but I am working on that!
2. Go to bed before midnight. though I try
3. go a day without at least 1-3 hours of alone time. sleep doesn't count

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Playing with Barbies
2. Playing dressup and having parades and teaparties with Hayley and my sister and otheru neighborhood kids
3. singing lessons (i miss singing opera!)

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A glass rose from someone important in my life (not necessarily a relationship)
2. corsets
3. Fairy Tales

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. elementary school (cringe)
2. My family and the values my parents instilled in me that I have come to appreciate over time
3. my love of the written word

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Painting and drawing etc
2. reading
3. swimming
(i didn't count acting singing dancing cause those are now considered my career :d I'm so lucky!)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Stop coughing and get this flem shit out of my throat
2. finish this thing and get to memorising lines
3. Go to bed

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Actor
2. Director
3. Designer for theatre (set or costume)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Egypt
2. Europe
3. Cuba

THREE ANIME CHARACTERS:
1. Princess Mononoke
2. ...
3. I used to know more...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Adopt a child who needs a good home
2. finish a damn piece of art for once >o<
3. Make a difference in the lives of others and help someone else find a reason to live. I know it is hard sometimes.

I TAG! Yzarc, Tawnya, Tenlives.. and anyone who wants to do this. This too me a long time >_< but I think it actually helped me figure somethings out and fidn my priorities. go figure. something like this actually being USEFUL